Buy on Amazon

There is a name for the ache that lives behind your ribs.

Struggles with OCD & Limerence is a raw, poetic journey through the obsessive thoughts, intense infatuations, and aching emotional loops that define limerence — a little-known but deeply felt psychological state.

In this expanded second edition, writer and illustrator Rebekah Martin combines over 40 original poems with intimate hand-drawn illustrations and a curated glossary of psychological terms. The result is a powerful exploration of longing, anxiety, and the uniquely human hunger to be seen, known, and loved.

Whether you’re familiar with limerence or just beginning to understand the obsessive nature of certain crushes or relationships, this book offers both validation and artistry. Rebekah’s brutally honest voice and vivid metaphors pull no punches — but offer comfort and catharsis to anyone who has ever loved too hard.

This edition includes:

• Over 40 hauntingly honest poems
• Original illustrations by the author
• A glossary of psychological terms and concepts
• A foreword exploring OCD, limerence, and the line between love and obsession

Perfect for fans of confessional poetry, psychological exploration, and beautiful-but-dark aesthetics.

For sufferers and the curious alike — this is a book for anyone who has ever felt consumed by love.

Do you have any thoughts? Feel free to contact me!

Other notable links:

Buy on Amazon.
Support my work with a coffee.